• HAPPY NEW YEAR!

    Happy New Year! For me, 2019 was a year of healing, reflecting and of planting new seeds; and in 2020 I will continue to work and watch my seedlings grow. I have a lot to be sad about, but I choose to be thankful for…

  • A Printer Revelation!

    A Printer Revelation! Just because something has always been there, doesn’t mean it’s in the right place! This post refers to both things and people. Oh, and yes, I moved my printer from my ‘office’. 😂

  • Revitalise in Sandpipers

    Revitalise in Sandpipers I have been on holiday for a whole week by myself (ok technically not true but will explain soon) and I wish I could go back. Thanks to an unexpected Grant I was offered a week away for much needed respite at…

  • Settle the Score

    Help me settle the score! Yesterday I had a chat with UK gospel trailblazer, and my good friend, Roy Francis. I suggested that he does a competition on air, where the prize would be a 1-to-1 meeting with him. This competition would be aimed at…

  • The Biggest Gift

    When you’re feeling ill, but get a call from your friend saying “do you need a hug?” Silently, you say “I wish, but you’re in London.” Then you’re brain wakes up, “where are you?” ”See you in 9 minutes”, he says. And you barely have…

  • It’s the ME/CFS

    I just spoke to my dear friend Roy Francis and he could tell I wasn’t fine despite my attempt of trying to ‘brave face it.’ He told me to rest. 😊 People who know you and know your struggle but love you anyway are special friends indeed! ME…

  • ME/CFS Payback Sucks!

    ME/CFS Payback SUCKS! Having ME is really tough. I knew my body would react to me having the audacity of having a holiday but this Sucks!! No sympathy needed, I just needed to be honest. Some people won’t realise there is a cost for ME…

  • Revitalise Was So Much Fun

    You are confined only by the walls you build yourself. This is why I had so much fun at Revitalise. People made friends with me and it had nothing to do with my ‘disability’. When a barrier came up there was a strong voice ready…

  • Have a Blessed Day

    I could complain about the lack of sleep, or the intense pain I have been going through. I could complain about the unsettling feeling I have about my latest assessment for financial support; or about the family members I have to love from a distance.…

  • I Attempted Suicide

    Writing about my experiences with ME/CFS is always easier than sharing about my mental health issues. ME feels like something that happened to me and my mental health issues feel like something I caused. Of course, this isn’t true, but for some reason that’s how…